Tuesday, March 31
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Monday, March 30

A song that is really speaking to me tonight

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I will wait for you, Jesus
You're the sun in my horizon
All my hopes in you, Jesus
I can see you now arising
There's a wall that stands in front of me
That I know I just can't climb
And like an eagle you will carry me
Its just a matter of the time
I will wait for you, Jesus
You're the son in my horizon
All my hopes in you, Jesus
I can see you now arising
Evil armies all around me
I believe in the word that promises me
So I will wait another day
I will wait for you, Jesus
You're the son in my horizon
All my hopes in you, Jesus
I can see you now arising
I will wait for you
Oh I will wait for you
Oh the doubt may try to come in
The disillusions may try to come in
I believe oh Lord
In the word that you promised
I believe it will not end
I believe it will not go
I will wait for you, Jesus
You're the son in my horizon
All my hopes in you,
JesusI can see you now arising

The end of a chapter

Posted by John

So today, is the day...FINALLY, the day that the house closes. I've been waiting for this day for well, 9 months. I had to do some "touch up" work before HOA would sign off on it...but nevertheless, a little painting, a little comsetic cleanup...well worth it to be rid of that part of my life.

Today, is also a significant day for another reason. I am meeting with my attorney to discuss the next step in the divorce...I so wish this was over as well...all I can say, is that it will be over soon...just not sure what the exact date will be.

On a happier note, I had an amazing four day weekend!! Hanging out, going to lunch, laughing hysterically, and even remembering a story or two from my childhood!

I have gotten back into playing music a lot again...have been coming to work an hour early everyday just to get "quiet time" in the auditorium...just me and the Grand!! -sometimes I have an audience :)

I've also come home to God. I have found a church where I feel comfortable, and feel like I belong. Through close friends at work, I have had my eyes reopened to the one who has been there the entire time. I have found comfort in some familiar friends, Michael Buble, Michael W. Smith, Rascal Flatts and have found comfort in some new friends as well, Casting Crowns, John Waller, Mark Schultz.

It's very interesting how He works through us, and around us. It's amazing how when things are going "not as they should" He shines a light down on some "thing" or someone to draw your attention back onto his path. I have been feeling for a while that my path, was like walking in the dark without my contacts. And then all of a sudden there was that light...and now I'm walking straight and confident that this path IS the path that he has in store for me. I'm so excited about the future...and am finally ready to take hold of my future and go after what I want. I know that I am not alone, and that He will be there with me to guide me.

:)

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